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14/5/08 21:02
hands, part 9

the hands of an opinion editor
15/5/08 04:59
excellent.
corben woke up, crying a bit.
(very not-excellent)
but I was awake and heard him, so I could go to him and give him baby-neurofen and some milk and make him happy and sleepy again and buy Liz more sleep :)
I am not dysfunctional.
I'm differently functional.
:)
Last ciggy then bed. Honest.
15/5/08 04:44
rock the house
God fucking DAMN but that feels good :D
fuckkkkkkkkkk.
FUCK ME, it feels good to fucking write a few fucking tracks and VENT.
FUCKkkkkkkk.
I feel fucking ALIVE again.
Enough good tracks to put the cap on To Rights.
Work out the bits that aren't quite right and fix them, spit and polish.
Sort this fucking album out, get DeathBoy back on the fucking road.
hahahahahhhahahahahahahaahaa :D
Felt like I'd lost my fucking connection for quite a while there. Contentment is the death of creation.
GET ANGRY. REMEMBER HOW FUCKING FURIOUS YOU ARE ABOUT THE WORLD.
Make some fucking music.
Fuck, yes.
I AM FUCKING ALIVE STILL.
To Rights Highlights:
Beautiful: really pleased with this. meaningful triphop.
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The End Begins Again: need to overproduce it to fuck, ace lyrics, good pace.
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Machinegun: rabid drum 'n hate aceness.
boomp3.com
So I Said You Died: best track I've written in the last two years.
boomp3.com
At My Best: rocking, hi-energy deathboy
boomp3.com
This Time Again: drop-tempo badness.
boomp3.com
Fix 'em up, fuck you all, rock the fucking house.
GOOD MORNING, WORLD
14/5/08 20:11
laying it out there.
Things I am done with: -Accepting abusive treatment in the name of compassion and friendship. -Participating in people's political intrigues.
Things I have always done, and will not stop: -Standing up for those I care about; this means that if you tell me a mutual friend has done something to hurt you, I will get in touch with them to say WTF unless you explicitly tell me not to.
Confidential to HW: I had a lot of fun with you, and I will miss you. I plan to keep reading what you post publically. I'm sorry that our personalities are too incompatible for lasting friendship. I have forgiven you for treating me like this in the past; I cannot do it again. Current Mood: heartbroken and angry
14/5/08 22:00
Nooo! It didn't have to end like this!
http://www.stuffonmycat.com/index.php?itemid=9372 Cat: Audrey
15/5/08 03:56
This Time Again
This Time Again - DeathBoy
boomp3.com
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so here we go again got more experience no more excuses now and no more bitterness
we said we'd be just friends the cycle never ends we terminated this with due dilligence
I should feel better now but still I don't somehow the knife is twisting still the cuts that make me ill
my head's a fucking mess but this damn this loneliness it makes me feel just like when the world still held some interest
I am a nexus I live to fall I am gaping hole of violence that lives inside us all
I am the DJ and I am the drink I am the thing that pushes you over the brink
remember when you said we were so innocent remember when you hurt and weren't so violent
and we shared everything and life was beautiful and I was happy then until you fucked it all
I know I asked this I know I don't deserve a moment's happiness to love without reserve
and I have learnt the lesson and I am better now I will behave, I will abstain so you can breathe somehow
as if I will, yeah fuck go try for better luck I am the demon will not stop until we all fall down
You kept them all away but now they're here again a million knives of insecurity are my best friends
15/5/08 01:45
Brief Trademark Ponders
http://journal.neilgaiman.com/2008/05/brief-trademark-ponders.html A few interesting links related to Trademarks (not to be confused with copyright, but people do, and so do I). For example, the Open Rights Group (of which, last time I looked, I was Patron, but I don't have to do anything except be on the letterhead and possibly make the cucumber sandwiches) posted http://www.openrightsgroup.org/2008/05/08/bbc-removes-doctor-who-fans-knitting-patterns-from-the-web/ -- the story of a fan who was told by the BBC to take down the Dr Who knitting patterns from her website. Interestingly, the Head of Communications at the BBC left a message on the ORG blog, and amplified it on the BBC news site, pointing out that their problem was not with the creator but with the people who were taking her designs and selling them on eBay. One commenter said, My own opinion is that the BBC would be correct to target Ebay sellers and anyone attempting to make a profit from their intellectual property, as is their right. Unfortunately rather than do this actively, they have chosen the easy option of attacking a person whose only ‘crime’ is she has the imagination and flare to design knitted patterns and make them available not for profit, based on Dr Who characters...Which was the last thing I read before reading this Boing-Boing article, this Beat coverage, and this follow-up blog posting from the person who was running the ebay auction: Warner Brothers lawyers closed down a children's cancer charity eBay auction because it was selling original Superman drawings... And mostly, I'm just glad that I'm not a corporate trademark lawyer. (Also, I think -- and have thought for about 17 years, ever since the Comic Relief Comic problems -- that Warner Corporate needs to change its policies with regards to DC Comics and charities and allow DC Comics as much latitude as, say, Marvel. But it hasn't happened yet.)
14/5/08 19:33
whose cat has not asked this question?

15/5/08 12:23
Clip Time
 I wanted to try out some natural looking flowers :)
( couple more! )
Current Mood: amused
14/5/08 20:24
Rambley entry
I am basically caught up at work. Tomorrow will just finish up the Gala paperwork as much as I can. Still have outstanding ticket invoices. But we can't deal with that at the moment.
Long weekend is looming. The kids are staying in town. So it'll be busy, and I will be glad when school is back in session.
No word yet on when the fence will get done. SaskEnergy has to flag potential gas lines yet. No SaskTel lines or sewage/water lines to worry about.
Got so many bead designs in my head, and crochet ideas and sewing ideas. I think I may pop if I don't do some of them this weekend.
Gonna dye Jake's hair this weekend as well. Probably orange, but we'll see. Current Mood: calm
14/5/08 21:00
Sorry...but I'm really more of a Sierra Mist type of kitty.
http://www.stuffonmycat.com/index.php?itemid=9370 Cat: Jack
14/5/08 19:10
Hopefully useful

14/5/08 19:55
24 Hours or so away..
I guess i'm like a river..ever changing, moving at a medium pace... Looks like I'm getting off work tomorrow early, say aboot 2:00pm or so, and I hope to make it on time for the evening bus in prince albert to saskatoon, moment I arrive I'll be buying my return ticket so I know that I have it at the ready. If I miss the bus (while still in pa) or if some thing happens that cause me to miss said bus, like a flat tire or getting lost along the way, i'll be staying at me aunties house for the night then first thing in the morning i'll take the 9:30am bus from PA to saskatoon and i think arrive around noon or so. Calling people to see who's place I'll be staying at...i'm hoping at Robins or Cristos but still working out the details. if all else fails I can always stay at a hotel a night or two... Will be bringing Charlene (x-box 360) with me. Not sure I can trust it being left behind. With some luck and such I hope this weekend goes off with out a hitch. Money might be a bit tight. 100 for bill, about 100-120 for bus tickets, 70-140 for hotel (maybe) and of course moms gift 200 or there about that is 560 from i'm hoping a 700-800 cheque...but we will see tomorrow... do I come back monday or sunday..if i work monday i'll be earning time and a half...
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: Smack Dat Akon ft Eminem
14/5/08 19:45
Vatican's chief astronomer says it's OK to believe in aliens:
http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/capress/080513/science/science_vatican_aliens
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: "Only (Richard X mix)" - NIN, via remix.nin.com
14/5/08 18:33
Five years.
Five years ago Shawn and I had our first date, which consisted of dinner at Cedars and then a bunch of driving around to parks, until I found the type of breeze I was looking for at Gasworks. (I think we went to Golden Gardens, then Matthews Beach, then Magnusen first.)
I still like him, and he still likes me.
♥ Current Mood: loved
14/5/08 20:00
I'm not gonna lie...it's been a rough couple a weeks.
http://www.stuffonmycat.com/index.php?itemid=9369 Cat: Zamba
15/5/08 11:06
One photo, two captions.


14/5/08 19:00
That's one comfy lookin' bed.
http://www.stuffonmycat.com/index.php?itemid=9368 Cat: Noviembre Jejej
14/5/08 17:27
truth imitates fiction
Woman fakes brain cancer to get out of work.
Okay, okay, so it wasn't to get into a really cool study where they stick things in your brain. But it's close.
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: sean humming
15/5/08 09:55
Ubuntu/Debian Update Urgent
news from theweaselking http://metasploit.com/users/hdm/tools/debian-openssl/ If you have a Debian or Ubuntu system, update *now* and delete all SSH and SSL certificates and keys you generated before the update. Generate new ones, unless you installed openssh TODAY.
For Ubuntu, this affects 7.04+. 6.06 is safe. For Debian, fcuked if I know. Debian is obsolete, pretty much by definition. I half-expect anyone running Ubuntu will already be in on the loop with this. If this was a Windows hole, you wouldn't even be hearing about it until August, when MS finally rolled out the fix.
14/5/08 18:00
That's the last time I go on an all-night nip bender.
http://www.stuffonmycat.com/index.php?itemid=9367 Cat: Darla
14/5/08 15:47
he names himself
Heard from the other room:
The Boy: "Thean! Theaaaaaaaan! Thean."
(That's 'Sean' with a slight lisp, for those of you playing along at home.)
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: bad - u2 (in capita)
14/5/08 16:16
[ turn up the pressure ]
( tremendously important poll. seriously, this poll could change your life. )
eta: i love how, if you view them on my journal layout, mood!dean is all, check out that welling character. what a dip. who does he think he is? my arms are totally that big. Current Mood: silly
14/5/08 17:00
I said authentic Devo hat...not cheap, knock-off.
http://www.stuffonmycat.com/index.php?itemid=9366 Cat: Pixi
14/5/08 16:44
Actually....

14/5/08 15:32
NIN remixes
"WELCOME TO REMIX.NIN.COM., an interactive community for creating, sharing, and listening to nine inch nails remixes." >> http://remix.nin.com/
I wouldn't be surprised if every one of these remixes turned up on CSI:NY over the next few years; TheEchoingGreen from MP3.Com's glory days struck gold [so why not a series of kick-ass NIN mixes]? Finding this was a godsend.
We are blessed indeed.
Current Mood: impressed
Current Music: "Right Where It Belongs [V2 remix]" - NIN, via remix.nin.com
14/5/08 16:00
Looks good to me. Box it up and ship it back.
http://www.stuffonmycat.com/index.php?itemid=9365 Cat: Morgan
14/5/08 17:20
I was in the neighborhood, feeling a bit daffy

14/5/08 16:33
I am not dead, part two. Finally, an update.
I am doing well. I am still a stripper. I live in Virginia, but I want to move either to Florida or to California. I'm not unhappy! I live with some christian college kids who do not mind my satanist ways. :)
I'm 24 now. My daughter is 5. I recently took out the vast majority of my six facial piercings during a drunken rage. My hair is blue. I travel all the time. My life is much more exciting than it was when I left, and I am a lot happier. I stick up for myself now. I'm also in shape. I've gained like 20 lbs. My boobs are fantastic, haha. I got some tattoos. My interest is now in a black metal bassist, who unlike the usual guy I go for, is a really nice guy.
And here's how my daughter and I look now.

Me with my mother. Yes she's asian. I'm trying not to smile, while attempting to maintain a sexy pout.

Current Mood: chipper
14/5/08 15:00
What do you think: Boxers or Thong!?
http://www.stuffonmycat.com/index.php?itemid=9364 Cat: Mr. Bojangles
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